~Myself~

Alone I sit, wanting, waiting for what for whom?
As days go by, the seconds, minutes the hours.
I try to figure out what my life is all about.
I am at a loss for words anymore.
I cannot figure out what I am doing
anymore.
My life is becoming meaningless.
Meaningless, empty, saddened at a loss.
A loss of what my whole inner self and what
it once was.
So as I sit alone, I try to become myself
once again.

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